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Lastnight was exhausting . Pergi rumah Uncle Sazli for a bbq . Jam gilaaa -.- so sampai sana at around 9.40 p.m. . Sepatutnyaa maghrib dah sampai but, entah xD Mom buat triffle, yummm . The bbq was quite fun, just a bit . Dahlah kene tengok Akademi Fantasia -.- Menyesal gilaaa tengok xD While watching AF, texted Daniel and Syahmi . Syahmi kept on pushing me to come to SKSP's Sport's Day this morning . Invited Shafiq, Ehsan and Athifah . Shafiq couldn't come . Ehsan, loaded with homework . Athifah, maybe . Turned out that Athifah showed up *Aku yang semangat ajak datang, aku yang tak datang, LOL, baguss* Too much Fried Rice, tummy ache . All of the sudden I wanted to call MEF

"I tried my best to keep you with me"

Muhammad Erza Fachreza

We made up lastnight . I was in tears once again . Thank God dia tak hung up macam last Friday night . Afifi demam . Get well soon ea buddy? I'm proud of your spirit . Demam pun still buat show . Well done brother :) Aiman, thank you for those words you said to MEF . Am I different? LOL, don't think so . As we talked on the phone, I explained why I had to end our precious relationship . He told me that Maam told him that there was this one day I came crying to her saying that I don't wanna be a BADAR nor live a hostel life anymore . I can never forget that day . Guys, I'm sorry . They were short a member of the team . I just wanted to help them win the explorace . I couldn't stand seeing them begging me to join the team . And plus, its maths, and I love maths . Heck, join je laa en . Damn, accidently changed the topic -.-

He wanted to go on with the relationship but I can't . Look, lets think it through first ea? Hey, bila you nak unblock I huh -.- Ishh . My head is starting to spin again . My stomach pulaaak sudah lapar . Heee, byeee

 JUSTICE

from left ; Aiman, Erza and Afifi

My Heroin xD

AZLIN HAMDAN

I want you to know that even if I get angry with you, I still love you . Even if I get so stubborn, I'll try to be the person you expect . Even if I'm diligent in doing unnecessary things, I will show to you that I can be a successful person like you . You always whisper the words that I need to pull myself together when I'm down . You're always the one who would be a shoulder to cry on . You show your daughters a good role model . Even if things gets worse, you'll always know what to do . I heart your cooking :D Oh and, you are my lucky star . I appreciate everything you did, sacrificed for me, us . May The All-Mighty shower you with great zeal, health, wealth, and strength . Hoping you will be blessed with a circle of amazing friends and family . Hoping The All-Mighty will gift you with happiness and success . Blessed be Mummy :')

Where is the love

This year banyak musim kan? Musim hujan la, musim sakit la, musim homework la, musim busy la and musim ape benda lagi entah . Tapi this time, musim HEARTBROKEN

Why heartbroken? Its because everyone is fighthing, they have misunderstandings, they feel jealous, they seek revenge and of course too much crying . The best part is, everyone wants to win, no one is willing to compromise . Semua ego tinggi melangit, keras kepala en . Kalau macam tu, when will the war end? How can you smile if you're stuck in your dark past? Just move forward and you'll live a happy life . To the ones yang dah move on tu, no offense lah ea . Remember forgive and forget? What happened to it? Fair weather friend ke korang ni? Punyalah en dulu, when theres no one else for you to turn to, you came crying to me, well us . And then, main pijak pijak kepala pulaaak en -___________- Hahaha . Itu bukan bestfriends namanyaa sayang . Tapi hanya tempat untuk mengadu nasib . Hey dude, I'm human TOO and I got my own feelings TOO . So, why not everyone think of everyone else and not be so selfish . Moving on, susah kan untuk kita semua berfikiran positif sekarang . Thats from my own experince . Semua main judge the book by its cover . Last last, haaaaa amik kau . One more thing, don't try and make a fuss out of something that is so small . Haa, tu problem you guys . Kalau tak, janganlah rasa bersalah pulak . Adoyaai

Lastly, What goes around comes around, what goes up must come down ;)

Turn it down

I don't think I can control my anger now . I keep breaking down in tears and I easily give up now . What went wrong?

Once again guys, I'm sorry if I'm not the perfect BADAR for you guys . I've begged Kak Aqilah but, she just won't yank me out . She said everyone can change . Yeah, I know that . But change takes time . We can't immediately be an angel the next day . That would only happen for a few days . Because so far, all those medicine would only work for a couple of days, to me . Now its like I wake up at the wrong side of life everyday . Of course I'm tired of being sad and angry all the time . Who doesn't? And it's been affecting my health lately . Headaches all day long . Oh and, If I wanna be friends, I be friends . I be friends with you sincerely, not for fame, boys or anything else . ANYTHING ELSE . Got that right? I think I said this too many times . But just to make sure you guys could keep this in mind >> If you don't know anything, just be quiet . Don't start talking . Don't start making up stories . Don't start acting smart . Everything happens for a reason darling . Just let it be ;)

I'm worn out . Irfan, sorry for shouting at you the other day . I couldn't stand it anymore . I had to explode . Revenge . Long time no see you my friend . I'm sorry but I don't accept visitors like you