Up and down, here we go

Outing . Menyesal gilaa outing hari ni . 

Get over it =.= Okay, I'm tired :| I forgot when, but Una said Pn. Noriza Yar wanted to see me . Both of us went upstairs to the library . Oh, Welcome to the school's Persatuan Pantun . The competition is around the corner . What the heck? I can make one but it takes a month or so for me to finish something like this . And then auditions for the school's debate team and public speaking . What am I going to write about? Gosh, everything went blank in my head . I want this so badly I think its too much . The best part is, I can't participate in all 3 of them . But, just one of them . Oh greaaaaat . Now what?

I'm tired :\ I'm tired -.-' I'm tired :|

Can someone replace me? With Badar and silat . Oh Gosh Aina, stop complaining . At one moment it was exactly what you want . Oh yeah . I've been writing, weird poems . I'm worn out with everything . Mom, could you just yank me out of this place? But I can't leave but I have to . Everything's mixed up and its messing with my mind . Damn it, wish I could freeze time

Okay, time to go back with everything undone and empty handed . With The All- Mighty's will, everything will turn out fine . Atleast thats what I'm hoping for . YAY get me out of here

Gone

Maryam Najwa, dude, I take back what I said! Happy? xD Eh, I didn't bought you that book becausee... takut la nak cakap x( I'll tell you at school okay doll? Muhd Hakim, budak perempuan tu mesti lucky kan kalau dapat someone like you? Hahahaha . And and tolong kirim salam at Amril next door . Take care . Kak Leya, goodluck with physics xD Kak Mayamin, dah lama tak cakap dengan youu :( Kak Faqihah, come visit me? Nak bagi buku Awakened :D Hanif, I'll talk to her buddy, no worries . PRINCE CHARMING, dah lama tak bergayut on the phone with you lama lamaa . I miss that :( And I miss talking to you a lot! How was exam? SPM tak lama lagii . Hahahaha, SPM lama lagii la Aina oi Sorry . Take care ea? Its gonna be a couple of weeks without you again . Iloveyou honeyy

Continueing my journey

Good Afternoon guys . I haven't slept yet -.- LOL And its Sunday! Homework day! Going back to boarding school day! Yeay, greaaaaat . Yesterday I bought the new House of Night novel series Awakened . Its finally out! I grabbed the first copy and the only copy I saw at MPH Bookstore at Klang's Jusco . The book was in my hands and I said to myself I wanna share, give it to you Kak Faqihah It was because of her I started getting into reading novels . It all started when she borrowed me her House of Night novel series Hunted . I miss you a lot Kak

Then, helped mom out for her client's wedding . Major tiring, arrived home at around midnight . Kak Leya, I miss you honey! Texted Maam then my phone died -.- I immideately charged it . I stayed up reading Awakened in the dark . Dad would kill me if he found out . Dad doesn't like anyone reading in the dark because we'll end up wearing spectacles . I want one, Ray Ben xD My phone blew up and its telling me to go downstairs . I got ready and brought along my book . Put on my cardigan and shawl and off I dashed for the door

Mimi! How long have you been away? Miss you babe! Thanks for the new watch . Suddenly Elias asked about the watch he gave me . I told him what happened in class when I suddenly realized my watch broke into pieces . Its still finee to wear but without the glass . Sorry man, it was an accident . We talked, took pictures with Zahar's DSLR and fooled around till dawn . I'm sooo gonna miss you guys . I went home and started on my essay about significant things that happened to me during the holidays . I think I could write more than 3 essays! Looky here, this could be an essay too xD

And now, I'm packing up, getting ready to leave home . Waiting for the clock to strike 5 in the evening . Its gonna be April soon and I got 3 more months to think about staying or leaving . I don't know, is it better if I leave for SMK (P) Jalan Ipoh or just ignore the U-turn signs and go on? Prince Charming, I miss you . I love you . A lot has been happening the past few days . Don't worry, I'm smiling :)

So don't you cry your heart out

I woke up in the middle of the night from a nightmare . That fight I had with EF grew worse . It was like World War 3 . I  couldn't, I knew I couldn't win because I wanted to lose . Its messing with my mind . I checked my phone, its nearly 4 in the morning, Friday . Rang Zahar, he picked up on the second ring

A : Dude, its time

Z : We got company

A : Who?

Z : Your number one die hard fan

A : ughhh great -.- what's he up to

Z : You're gonna like it

A : What did you guys planned -.-

Z : You'll see, later *hung up*

I got out of bed and washed my face . Put on my jacket and my shawl . Brought along my phone and off I went for the door . Met Zahar at the pool, alone . Okay, maybe our company is gonna be late . I requested Zahar to bring his guitar and asked wether he knew some of the songs I listed down for him . Great, he knew each of them . Then Elias came smiling and excited

A : What happened to you?

E : Oh nothing, just dah lama tak turun lepak with you guys

A : Weyhhhhhhhh, are you mocking me?

E : I am *grins*

A : You got a lot to learn

E : learn what?

A : How to respect a girl -.-

E : I'm smart enough to get 10 girls in one time

A : Jyeah right like you're so cool they would just come running to you *grins*

E : I got the swag?

A : Nothing is special if you swag

Z : Stop it both of you little kids

A : What did you just call me?

Z : LITTLE kid

A : love ya maynn

Z : *lookin puzzled*

We started with the song Candles by Hey Monday then Ride for You from Danity Kane . The next song was Don't Cry Your Heart Out by Cody Simpson . Well Elias sang it alone . That song was sweet and I'm addicted to it now . But I'm not okay with the fact that Elias was singing it . 

I'm back to put the sunshine in your mind
Cause I don't like the way hes got you raining all the time
Put away your troubles by leaving him behind
So every time you look up clear blue sky
But here he comes again like a cloud in your view,
Blocking all of your light like only he could do 

Don't listen to his sorries girl, DROP HIM. DROP HIM.

He really needs to stop it cause I'm your only topic now

Look at the lyrics . He didn't know that me and EF were okay now . Heh, biarlah xD After Elias finished his song . Zahar strummed the chords to the song More Than Words . I yawned a lot and my eyes were getting heavy . I gave up and bid goodbye to them . Before I went upstairs, they told me that Mimi is coming home on Saturday . Zahar told me to meet up again on sunday morning . Later bloggies :D