Deep down in the sea

Alhamdulillah . So far, everything is okay . I learned to be more grateful with what I have, with the things that happen to me . I believe its what I deserve to get, go through . Everything happens for a reason, I'm keeping that in mind so that I can control my emotions the next time I'm pissed or down . I hope to be a better person, but still I want them to understand . Change is not easy . I can't fully change in a week . Black takes time to be white 

Lies

*REAL EYES, REALIZE, REAL LIES

Thank you for the act, you deserve a round of applause :')

Unlucky

Riadah petang, one of a boarding school kid's rountine . Except for third and fifth formers . They're excused for the upcoming trials . Maam nak jog . Baru berapa round sudah pancit xP She'll get use to it . After a couple rounds, we went upstairs and joined Nassuha and Izati . We played Monkey In the Middle


I got the ball . I was getting a good target to pass it to Nassuha *Puuk!* I thought someone hit me at the shoulder a little closer to my neck . That person hits like a dude! Then a heard screams . "Aina!" shouted Aina Mardhia Syuhada from a distance . Everyone started coming and asking wether I'm okay . "Nak main hoki elok-elok la!" shouted Nassuha to the Aspura . They were practicing hockey opposite us . I acted cool, acted I was fine it hurt a bit when actually it stung . The bell rang right on time signalling everyone that we can go shower . I went up to my dorm . I stood infront of the mirror looking at my shoulder, red


Solat maghrib, it started to hurt . Nak bagi salam sakit . Prep class, I'm worn out . Mood hilang, homework siap separuh jalan . My head started aching and my shoulders hurted a lot . "Weyh, jangan main-main, kene bola hoki tu . AK kene sampai rabun sebelah tau . Pergilah klinik Aina" Iman voiced out, standing infront of me with Aina Mardhia Syuhada and Maam . Thanks for caring Iman (: Tak tahan sangat tidur, with the help of Maam's pil


Tuesday morning, a junior ran into me . Bahu berlaga, langsung masuk kelas menangis -.- *ilek la na* Got home after maghrib, kebetulan Ibu pun tengah demam . Eloklah I'm home . Mom told me to put some ice . I did it, then it hurts . In the middle of the night, my shoulders were of muscles . Nevermind, I know I deserve it because everything happens for a reason . I'm getting better

Reunion SK Sg Pusu Batch 1997-2011

Hello Anda :D Kita balik, bahu kene bola hoki *Masyukkkk!* Itu cerita later . Now, nak cerita pasal reunion hampehh SKSP =.= but, it was quite fun

As usual, every hujung minggu yang tak balik budak asrama ada prep macam pi sekolah hari Jumaat -.- But this time, dapat balik 10.30 a.m. :D Reunion pukul 10.30 a.m. . Sedang khusyuk menelaah novel, suddenly Amirul Ramadhan panggil . By the way they dress I know they made a last minute decision to come with me -.- Tengok jam, dah pukul 10.00 a.m. . Astaghfirullah lekanya aku! Dengan menggelabahnya, pegi call Cikgu Samat then naik atas bersiap . Turun balik jumpa warden . Cikgu Samat benarkan keluar IF warden tolong hantarkan because I'm not gonna walk alone with three guys *mengamuk Aspuri nanti* Pegi blok B cari Amirul, Aznoor and Syuhaizat . Nampak je muka dorang terus bagithu warden dah tunggu nak hantar then cabut lari

Sampai SK Sg Pusu, macam deserted . Kalau yang datang reunion pun baru 3,4 orang je . Urgh, ingatkan dah sesak dah kantin tu . Boleh kira berapa ramai yang ada -.- Kak Addyanna ada :D First time tegur dia xP Lepak for like an hour buat hal masing-masing . Kantin sekarang ada tv -.-' Gilaa tak adil :( And then ada muka-muka Bintang dan Tunas Harapan UPSR SK Sg Pusu . Haha, my batch was the first to have our faces on the board . Then baru Cikgu Jamsani tercintut muncul :) Then, Cikgu Halimatun, Cikgu Salina and the rest . Then, kita suma setting tempat makan sendiri . Haha, macam tengah kerja dengan Ibu pulak time tu

Selesai setting, Aku, Ain Afiqah, Aisyah Sabirah dan Afiah Jumat round sekolah kejap . First stop, tangga block tahun 6 2009 . Aku ingat aku jatuh situ -.-' And then Lidya dengan Khairunnisa selalu lepak situ time rehat . Then, pagar kecil SKSP . Afis, Firdaus and the rest selalu lepak situ . Dewan pulak, persembahan, penyampaian hadiah . Teringat satu peristiwa pahit, time tu ada try-outs nak pilih athletes untuk Sports Day . Malangnya, budak tarian ada show dekat dewan -.- Erghh, Aliff Asyraff cakap mata aku macam nak ngorat orang sebab terkelip-kelip beribu kali . Habuk masuk mata la bro, kalau garu habis Teacher Ros marah nanti! The following day, jumpa Pn. Khasiah nak test lari if I could have a chance to make it on the team . Sebaliknya, dapat malu je kene marah . Redha je, benda dah lepas tak boleh buat apa pun . Bilik Muzik sudah maju and the notice board . Ada gambar penari 2009 >.< Haaa, me and Ehsan on stage time India tiru kiteorang *bengap betul*


Dah makan, dah bual, ada sesi fotografi dengan guru SK Sg Pusu . Since semua orang still macam malu-malu, aku terus duduk sebelah Cikgu Halimatun xP Lagipun nanti dia pindah, kira last meet . Cikgu Hidayat dah pindah mana tah, still cabaran dia . Insya'Allah saya realisasikan Cikgu (: Sesi fotografi tamat, balik jalan kaki . Then, kembali kepada rutin pelajar asrama =.=

I don't mind if you want to move on

I just don't want to regret my decision for not stopping you

MINDLESS BEHAVIOUR

When we get off the phone, she says, "No you hang up first!"

My girl is my universe, I am so in love with her.
All the money in the world can't incompare to what my shawty's worth.
Oh, that's my girl calling. I'll holla at you later

Ngehe, Princeton shooooo cuteeee xP

Si Gemuuk, baca ni :]

Kay, dah lamaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa tak call . Dahlah tak wish Happy Eid :'( How are you? Everything okay? Nervous for the upcoming trial? Alaa you'll do great, Insya'Allah . Eh, mana boleh call liddat . Tak pasal-2 I ganggu your concentration . All the best :D 

Okay fine . Aku tahu kau dah cukup bagus . Dengan aku pun kau tiba-2 nak merajuk . Kau ingat aku simpan ke salah silap kau dekat aku? Bro, benda kecik je puuuuung . Takkanlah just because of that small matter kau ingat aku nak mogok dengan kau? *aku bukan budak kecik la -_____-* Kalau aku tahu kau macam ni, tak adanya aku nak pujuk kau stay . Baik berambos sajaaaaaaa xP Eh, takdelaaah . Aku bukannya kejam gituu . Gurau je, jangan ada yang salah pikiaq . Kalau boleh, ego kau boleh tinggi menggunung lagi kan? Kau je yang menang, kau je yang betul . Nasib baik tengah musim raya, kalau tidak *dah lama aku sumpah kau*