Hope we'll never change no matter the weather :D

Assalamualaikum

Happy belated birthday Hanif :) and Kak Shu! xD I feel guilty for not posting a birthday wish for you -.- lol Ya Allah, why do I have to feel soooooo guiltyyyy. Thank you, for being a very good friend *You're totally wrong when you said you don't try to be one because you're not good for anyone! You're actually a freakin' good friend !!!* I'm sorry for being a stink brain and an arrogant douchebag and a selfish dragqueen. I'm sorry for not being there for you and thank you for inviting me to hang out with you and Syamil and Arai. I had fun, really :) Oh tak sempat cakap tadi. Aku rasa kau dengan Arai yang patut duduk dekat seat aku, dari jauh aku tengok macam gay je korang ni hahhaa. A good gay haha. Alhamdulillah kau dapat lesen, can be a temporary slave serving me. Thank you Megat! Without you I won't be a friend to such a boy * Hanif dalam hati "BOY??! T^T" * with a big heart. Oh and I lied about the "Unfortunately no" thing. Ingat aku takde rasa malu ke nak mengaku? Alahai. Kau faham ke aku cakap pasal apa haha

To be honest, I don't even know why I'm running away and from what I'm running away. I just felt like I needed to. Awww Aina janganlah nak mushi-mushi emotional ni. Ya Allah, what has gotten in to me? This is why I hate the holidays, I don't feel like myself. I don't feel like socialising even with my friends, bestfriends. Its like a new life with me hiding behind a mask. My ego has been towering high, kalah Hanif. Now I feel so happy and blessed. I always get the bestest friends of all. Cehh. Thank you is not enough to give back in return to what Allah has gifted me with. I love my friends, a lot! I miss the old days. Me, Maam, Wan, Syamil, Hanif, Irdina and siapa-siapa lagilah. What happened to us? I'm sorry if the truth hurts but I feel like I'm actually a stranger to you guys. My fault anyways, I was the one catching a plane. Not even turning back for a simple "Bye!". Now I regret not calling and sending postcards to you guys, LITERALLY.

Ingatkan habis je PMR, everyday habiskan duit on bowling or movies. Hampehhh haha.
I'm glad I hung out exactly a week before the results come running to me
Do pray for my results and my health. Baru dicop as budak asma :(

Camwhore haha

Selamat ulang tahun kelahiran to my sister seummah Amira Zakbar!

If Allah wills it, your Spm results will be better and make sure Kak Mia

dah ready dengan bacaan sujud syukur bila dapat result nanti

Semoga Allah bersamamu through thick and thin love :*

Ingat gambar ni? xD

Flashback

  

Assalamualaikum

So lastnight I walked down memory lane and onlined my myspace account . Heck I have no idea why . Myspace was wayyy 3 years ago before Facebook was on fire . Bukak profile, Ya Allah sakainya aku dulu haha . Zaman otak tak matang . Comment bebanyak tu semua tinggal 11 je -.- Erghhh was about to catch up with my past tales . So I went through those dusty stuff and found some stupid things, gelak sorang-sorang depan pc while the whole family was laughing watching Running Man . I'm glad I introduced them to that show, we actually spend quality time together infront of the tv

Now back to Granny Myspace . Aku ingat aku dapat ugutan, haha klise betul budak tu . Cakap tunggang langgang haha . Aku ingat Harris pakai account aku nak stalk seseorang . Aku ingat aku kene curang . Aku ingat Farid cakap ada orang buat fake profile gambar aku, padahal website hantu gila muncul tu T^T eishhhh dungunya aku haha







Tiba-tiba . . .

Ya Allah, aku berharap sangat dia maafkan aku
Aku ingat lagi aku text dia, kasi info diri aku pun samar-samar entah kenapa takut sangat
Dia takkan baca ni, tapi kalau dia jumpa blog ni and baca
Aku hanya mampu berharap pintu hatinya terbuka untuk memaafkan aku
And buku teks agama dia yang hilang masa tahun 3 tu aku terjumpa dekat rumah Atok --'
Alhamdulillah aku tak kekok meminta maaf kali ni
All of the sudden teringat masa sampin dia tersangkut dekat tiang gol haha
Astaghfirullah, if only I was smarter :(

Would like to distance myself away from BOYS for the moment :)