Hello Syawal

#Last minute shopping

Okay, mimpi pontianak -.- Sedar-2 dada rasa berat gilaa, nafas pun tercungap-cungap . Baru pukul 5 -.- Haisyoo

Awaaaaaak, Happy Eidulfitri :) Maff Zahir dan Batin . Maafkan kita ea? Kita banyak sangat buat salah dengan awak semua :( 2 Bestari, classmate tercintut, sorry sebab takmau bagi ucapan time buka puasa hari tu . Kita bagi ucapan memanjang lama, bernanah telinga awak semua dengar nanti xP Aspuri-pura, sorry sebab tak jadi Badar yang awak semua harapkan . Kita masih sedang usaha untuk menjadi Badar terbaik untuk awak semua . Awak semua tolong kita ye? Dorong kita ke jalan yang lurus . Teachers and student body of SMK Sg Pusu, sorry sebab tak jadi pengawas yang awak semua harapkan *sorry kalau Imtiaz Ramadhan tidak menarik* Sorry buat perangai yang entah apa apa entah, kurang hajo dengan awak semua . Sorry asyik keluar kelas, tak siapkan homework *tak patut kau jadi pengawas Aina -.-* Kalau kita ada umpat awak, pukul awak, sakitkan hati awak, tipu awak, curi barang awak, minta diampunkan ye . Hari ni semua senyum, tak ada nak sedih-2 kay? K, byeee

Nothing but happiness

Ain Afiqah, I just read your blog, your post about last Thursday . Ala ciannyeww kawan kiteww nieyh :( Aina to the rescue! xP

Firstly, janganlah sebut pasal aku pumping tu -.- Sumpah maluuuuuuuuu dohh . Chill, time silat kene buat more than 10 you know? Haha . Useful masuk silat, too much advantage xD Second, you didn't dissapoint me la Ain! Ya Allah, I'm not even mad at you . Look Ain, really its just a small thing honey :) I didn't mind if you didn't wanna help me with the bunga gula . After all, if I were in your shoes I wouldn't even wanna do it too . But since Ustazah Haryati needed someone to help give them out to all the teachers with the rushing situation and the busy look on her face, I stepped forward . Its not like I'm gonna get the chance to help her again right? After all, there couldn't be a reason why I'd get mad at you . Third, this is just the beginning for something much more than that Ain . You gotta be stronger and not run and hide in the closet . Crying doesn't mean your a baby . Ala, aku pun cengeng xD Infact, theres a lot more people out there who cries *actually everyone does -.-* Alhamdulillah, now you understand the burden I carry around . Some understood me, some made up rumors . Sometimes you gotta do what you gotta do and face what ever that's coming . One day, you're gonna one powerful woman, WOMAN . Insya'Allah if He wills it . Don't let yourself drown in your problems, you got your family! Your friends *your freaking classmates!* You got me! Cheer up kay? Teeehee

Lastly, Happy Eidulfitri guys, Ain . I didn't get the chance to apologize to everyone so, I'm just gonna do it here . Sorry for hurting your feelings, destroying your dignity . I know I'm not good enough but people make mistakes and they learn . From white to balck, in a wink of an eye . From black to white, it takes a long time . Let bygone be bygone and have a new start . Haters, I forgive you but I owe you a thank you . I'm not that vengeful kind of type anymore *I've changed, yipee! xD* So I'm not keeping any hard feelings, it feels gooooooooood, muahaha xD . Stay safe, have a blast

Hihi, I'm waiting

Prince Charming, you ingat tak you hantar text a little something like this one? But yours saying that you can't sleep because of me, haha xD Then, you told me to text you when I'm awake . Awwww, I miss those old times . I remember myself rolling in bed finding it hard to sleep because of you too . Last-2 berjalan dekat parking lot . Bila nak naik lift, terkejut gilaa T_T Because time pintu lift bukak, lift tu gelap and then baru lampu dia bukak . Memang meremang dekat situ lah kan -.- Haha

Sweet little past

I remembered last Friday night Aspuri had this meeting where everyone are saying sorry, wishing goodluck for upcoming exams and crying . Badar too actually but, they insisted Aspuri's Badar to go to that sesi-berminta-maaf . I was fine, saying sorry and hugging some seniors and juniors . Some recalled memories, about us living in the same dorm and how it used to be . Then came Kak Jera

My eyes started to get all watery and stuff . Its gonna be different next year . No more staying up late listening to her ghost stories or telling the whole story of a novel . No one else is gonna be in the dorm if I'm going to school late . No one else pushing me to appreciate an admire . Its great to live in the same dorm with her . Then Kak Amni, my bedmate xD Haaa, no more seeing her sleep everytime I get back from school . No more getting mocks from her . No one offering food xD Then, Kak Nabilah . That time, I couldn't hold back the tears anymore . I cried out everything . No one else to run to about Scouts anymore . No one to talk to about Kelana or an admire . No one who reminds me of Kak Faqihah but her . Gosh, lagi teruk nangis *cengang gilaa na -.-* After that, Kak Sa'adah pulok . Once nangis memang susahla nak berhenti kan . No more hearing her sing while we're all spooked out listening to ghost stories . No one else to run to when it comes to guys . No one asking how they look . No more getting teased at school everytime we run into each other . I'm sure gonna miss all that


Never thought I could this close with them *dah kau asingkan diri sape suroh -.-*  Oh, and because of them jugak, I'm reading malay novels -.- Hahaha xD Ni pun belum habiskan lagi novel Selagi Ada Dia . Aishh, kalau tengah kumpul dengar senior cerita pasal novel, semua angau nak kahwin cepat xP Haha . Badar Aspura dah tunggu lama, so I stopped halfway . I didn't get the chance to shake hands with my own batch . Bukan rezeki kau Aina :') Well first, Badar Aspuri form 2 semua plan nak cabut naik asrama . But, last meeting, pergi je la kan . Exco kita dah lari dulu =.= Haa, kitaorang pun pandai-2 la cover jawab soalan, haha . Tah kenapa tibe-2 sayang pulak dengan asrama tu . Tunggu la, form 3 nanti I'm gonna work my tail off and nail all the exams and get out of there . Then, I'm gonna study abroad and make money there and come back to prove everyone that I can . Then, kahwin xD Haha, Insya'Allah