I feel so bad . Though I do not know what I did wrong towards him . But still,
I feel guilty so badly . Like I've done so many mistakes that its hard for him to forgive me . Everyday, I'd notice him passing by my class . Hes chatting with his friends . And everytime we ran into eachother, we both felt completely shy our gaze won't met . I don't want anyone to be mistaken , because I think some think that I have a crush on him .
No, I don't want that to happen . All I wanted to be was like the old days . When we accidently ran into eachother, He/I'd smile at Me/Him . Just like when he pass by my class when I was sitting for my Sciene Paper . He smiled . It gave me a jolt of shock and I was freaking out . Then, I went totally blank because He was all that I could think of . Duhh, because of "The Incident" . My point of view now is I'm not inlove but He seems really important to me . Like Bestfriends :)
Then, I viewed Hes profile at facebook . He posted a link on boarding school
registration . I broke down into tears all of the sudden . I updated my status saying
"Crying my eyes into tears"Thank Allah someone understands . At that moment I knew next year would be so different . I don't think I could make it through knowing that 65% of the greatest friends of mine is gone . And it would still be different because He moved into a new house . So now, yes, I will cry after a few seconds . If You're reading this Crazo Twin, I want you to know,
Goodluck and all the best .
I'll be missing such a great person like you .May Allah Bless You Crazo Twin